letters 2019 i'm late but whatever it was for a good reason

[hyojungss]

it’s 10:58pm est and i havent started these mesgs yet so i’ll see how many i can get done by the end of the year. i just stole this list off the mutual list thing so just be understanding with me re: how haphazard this is. i am sorry i could not do it for everyone i know but i do hope in the new year we will get to know each other better and hope all of you out there are willing to reach out and make friends with me!! also i am still vaguely definitely alcoholized i wanted to be less conscious when writing this because i would be more honest and less afraid but i don't know if that was a good idea or not. anyway i love you all including people i didn't write for just know that!!!!!

 

@95__1214 ilyyy you’re so fun and kind and sweet and you are too nice to me i wish i could repay you more!! here’s to a wonderful year in the future!!!

@Ieoprides youre actually so sweet and i don’t know how to pay it back!!! i love you there is no one like you to me that is so connected to my roots and culture but still understands what it is like to love svt aksdjflkjdlkfsd i hope you can graduate and get to every goal you want in the future i love you so mcuh i’m sorry im runing out of time

@Ioveiswoo you are so generous and kind and i know you know that but there is something about you that is so incredible and i admire how hard you work and how selfless you are and that is amazing i want you to know that and i want things to go easier in the year ahead and i want you to be happy!!

@TROUTPOP miss you!!!! you’re so smart and talented!!!! you make me laugh every time you’re around i know you’re doing great things out there!!!!!!!!

@_kurdoodle i am wishing the best for you always!!! med school is amazing and i look up to you in so many ways, you have an amazing hard working character and you have always been nothing but sweet to me

@aIIuvial U KNOW I LOVE U and i will forever it’s kind of crazy to me still how many interests we have in common and if anything i have to thank myself for somehow, being skilled enough to bait you into shipping the same tinhet as me T______T because where would i be without you???? i dont know how i did it and for all i know it wasn’t even me it was really the magic of someone else like hannah but i am just so lucky to know you and to be able to talk with you and that we can influence each other in writing... you’re so so talented and i love hearing about your life and i just think u are an amazing person i’m so glad to have you as my friend!!!

@arktern i am sorry about telling u i would meet u and not being able to do it! i get overzealous sometimes and promise things just because i want to and not thinking practically enough to realize i shouldn’t do it. everything i said is true, i do want to visit you and i intended to! i sincerely believe it will happen sooner than later and i can’t wait to meet u in person you have such a taste for finding cute places to hang out and relieve stress and i can just tell it will be fun and relaxing to hang out with you... i hope i have not disappointed you because i am not quite so great a person to meet as you probably think but i guess that is not my place to say. you know because i have told you before but i admire you lots and this is not the end of my thankfulness to you for being a part of my life, even tho i have no idea how to put into words, hopefully you’ll catch on from how i act around u.

@astrohmygirI you are amazing too i just! all the time i think about how much you’ve accomplished and how independent u are and how fun u are and i think we’re so different in how we grew up and everything but it just makes me think you’re cooler.... i think it’s a crime that we haven’t met in person what’s wrong with the risadri agenda!!!  i hope you have a happy and lively 2020 and i know only good things are coming for u

@bbongdeul my COLLEGE INTERN BUDDY. i don’t know how the msia system works but you seem to be doing well in school and i’m a bit behind u but i love u and i’m so glad we’re friends. envy your trips and glad you’re having fun and also i envy your singing talent T___T i’m so thankful for the times you have been a comfort to me and reminding me that i’m not alone and i’m so glad you slipped into the wonwoo life :) <3 i love you and i am forever wishing the best for you and that we can meet in the near future!!

@bewearer SAPPHH!!! omg this reminds me i need to send out pristin pins. anyway do you know how long i idolized u as a writer!!! i think it’s just CRAZY how many writers i love somehow read my writing and think i’m worthy at all of their time i just still can’t believe it because i am always torn between thinking i’m good at writing and telling myself to face the facts and realize i don’t write anything that people are interested in reading alsdjklfkdl but you are just everything i have ever wanted to be and i don’t get at all how humble you are but i respect you so much for it!! you are soooo sweet and so kind and an absolute delight and i only want the best for you in 2020, i don’t know how i can support you but i wish if there is anything i could do that i could find out how, and i am so glad we got to meet up even if it was the most AWKWARD THING EVER! i am so so so so lucky to know you and thankful and everything else.

@epistolarys oh you know. you know i love you!!!! i don’t even know what else to say you put up with everything i do you are always kind and loving to me even though i have the most random interests you support me anyway and you are also so so so soso amazing and you have been through the most horrible things in the past and come out of it even so and i want so bad sometimes to take away that pain from you but i am so grateful you have found the strength to make it through. i don’t know what to say i am just so happy you’re around and that you make me laugh all the time and that we can rabbit snl (i’ll keep calling it rabbit forever) even though you think it’s not funny 90% of the time and i want u to know you’re amazing and i want you to have a fantastic and better 2020

@falsefruits i love you so much you are so fun and lol i feel like i do have to lampshade it, we found out that we are really quite different people and don’t do things the same way! but i hope we never fight or anything because you are so kind and above all just welcoming and open armed towards your friends, and i am so grateful to know you because of that, and i know you have been a blessing to so many other people because of that - it is not a coincidence you have met so many of your friends in person, you are so willing and so FUN to be around!!! i look forward to hanging out with you many times in the future!! <3  

@ferdiath you know. i dont have any idea how to write this without roasting u. i don’t know how to be normally nice to you i think we both don’t know how to do this anymore. it is so, so much fun to be friends wth you because of that and the fact that you put up with me is incredible. it’s just crazy. our history is so weird and random i don’t get how we became like this except for the fact that we’re somehow so 

@fluxwire i always hope you’re doing well i miss seeing you around but i’m always so happy to see you being happy i hope things are even better for you in the following year

@glasshearting you are so cool to me i don’t even know how to describe it but i think you’re amazing and i hope you have the best year in the future <3333

@heartsmatch we don’t talk all that often but i love seeing you on my tl you’re so funny and i love your svt tweets and i’m rlly happy that somehow we became mutuals i think it was through mutual friends and i don’t know how you see me but if you see this i hope you know i’m really grateful to have come to know u and i want the best for you!!

@heonymoon the first year i met you in person and we managed to meet up 3 times!!! i am sooo sooo happy to know this fact i think you’re one of the sweetest and kindhearted people ever and you’re such a joy to be around, i think we have some of the most different and yet oddly adjacent interests, things like liking svt and mx, liking pristin and iz*one etc and it’s funny and kind of sad sometimes but i cherish the times we get to spend together and i love learning new things because you’re so passionate about them and i think that’s one of the most amazing things about you, i want you to get everything you desire, i want things to go well for you but i think you have accomplished so much and i love hearing about what makes you happy and it makes me feel sad to hear your struggles but i’m still glad to have the privilege of knowing you better and i feel so lucky you are the shortest drive away (relatively) and i feel peace knowing we will meet each other again in the future

@huimph I LOVE YOU you’re one of the sweetest ppl ever i feel guilty all the time it feels like you’re way too nice to me that i don’t deserve it. i really don’t! you have such a good heart towards your friends and i wanna be like that i want to be that selfless and kind i hope you know you’re amazing and you work so hard and i recognize that leads you to struggle sometimes because you have set such goals for yourself and worry about having to follow through that and i can’t help because it’s something you have to decide for yourself but i just want you to know that you are amazing and admirable in so many ways and i have faith that you will make the best decisions for yourself!! love you!!

@mallangjadu u know u know u know and it’s always “don’t apologize for ranting” between us and i don’t know what at all i would do without you and i’m just incredibly, so incredibly grateful for that. there is no one like you to me and i hope that never changes, i really really hope that never changes!! i hope i repay to you what you do for me every day, i cannot at all express how much comfort and stress relief it is to talk to you and to know you understand how i am feeling and this is something you cannot seek out or buy, it is just a precious relationship that i am so lucky to have. it is a privilege to hear about what you are going through and knowing that i want the best for you and i hope i can do all that i can to support u and help u achieve ur dream goals <3 i hope we meet again soon but it’s a great solace to know you’re just a phone call away and i love you

@notresaison_ i saved you for last but now i only have one minute but i want you to know that you’re amazing and so talented and so lovely and i don’t even know how to describe what you mean to me i’m so happy to have gotten to know you <33333333333 anyway it’s 2020 i’m alreayd late so i’ll just keep going i am so grateful for the time you have spent with me and i want you to know so many things that i am sure you have heard i think you are incredible and amazing and i want you to be happy with who you are and i know whatever i say is just words but if there is any meaning to what i say let it be the truth. i want you to be happy and i want to do whatever i can to reach those ends. of anyone in this list it makes the most sense to say thank you for making my decade or the half of it that really matters!  

@sunsetwav you are so different sometimes from me but you love and tolerate me anyway and i just appreciate that so much and you know i love you and i think you’re amazing and like i said before i’m so glad we were in the same place at the same time for one time!!!! i love you and i hope we can meet in the future you are so incredible and fun and loving and i am grateful

@takeacts i want the best for you all the time i know there are so many difficulties in life and i am so sorry sometimes that i cannot do more for you or that i do not know what to do but i want you to be happy and i don’t even know how to explain everything that you’ve done to make me happier!!! you are so talented at writing and i don’t know who or what has told you otherwise in the past but i hope you find a great support system and i hope you find confidence in yourself because there are so many wonderful things i see you achieving in the future. you are funny and skilled and endure so many things and i hope you have a great year ahead of you, please stay strong and know that i am with you!!

@turtdeul idk if you know because i tell you all the time, not as much as i should but how kind and selfless and generous and amazing you are and idk if you believe me!!! i think you’re the absolute epitome of a good friend and i think you’re just such a good person that you’re humble enough to pretend that you’re not leagues above all of us. there is no way at all that i can repay you because i am not good enough even though i want to be. i look up to you in so many ways and you give me so much advice and i don’t know how to!! you talk to me when it’s hard for me to fall asleep and you keep me accountable when i’m so useless i can’t even send out a package that’s ready to send and most of all you’re so sweet and you think about people even when they’ve forgotten what it is that happened that you still remember and i want to be like that but even if i can’t i just want to appreciate everything that you do and i can’t wait to travel with you in 2020 because you inspire me to be better AND you inspire me to be more fun and i wish only that i could be half as cool as you <#

 

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