i tried to do this in 2014 but i never finished it also i went back to look at it and it was more cringey so I'm kinda glad i never did. last year also, i wanted to write real letters to everyone but i broke my promise. this year I'm trying something easier.
i wrote something for all my everyaftrn mutuals (everyone here, I've at least known since may i believe.) and a handful of haengseol mutuals and . one extra. i feel that doing it without directing it to people lets me be a little more honest in a different way..my inhibitions are nonexistent lol. bc i dont exactly have to worry about how the sincerity is responded to. you dont have to say anything back you know? i dont expect everyone to read this. you don't have to.
when i went to everyaftrn and haengseol a lot of things changed. what writing this taught me is i have a lot of mutuals i lost touch with and i want in 2018 to get closer to everyone. I'll make my best effort.
ps i did this on my phone so i can't tell exactly how wordy it is but i know it is classic risa n pls forgive the formatting bc i played w cut and paste to fake randomize it..the emojis are random identifiers that look nice on my phone.. ALSO I RLY HOPE I DIDN'T FORGET ANYONE THAT D/Ad....
to: everyone
thank you for being so kind to me this year. it's made it a year I'm incredibly grateful for despite the difficult times. i feel that I've grown a lot and I'm thankful for all of you.
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